falling awake

it hurts…dreaming…

peacefully…smiling…

sitting between the clouds…

breathing clearly…

swimming in sparkling waters…

happily in love with you.

it hurts…waking up…falling awake…

drowning…the world is drowning,

in my tears of loneliness.

my sadness is screaming for you…

breathing my last breath…

love is a two-way dream…

and i am in a nightmare.

as you sleep soundly,

the angels are weeping…

i’m only happy when i’m dreaming.

…falling awake…

sparkling waters have turned to jagged ice.

frozen…your heart is cold…

the angels are moaning…falling…

from their clouds…

my star, once wished upon,

has burned a hole in the sky…

an empty hole…

                            in my heart…

falling awake, into a nightmare.

life is a nightmare…

breathing my last breath for you