losing life

death is here as the sadness creeps across my face my time is over i’m drowning sinking in a deep depression death rises as i fall my wrists are stained my eyes are overflowing i love…i hate i wish it would end please come back and rescue me i’m falling, tumbling down this black hole a volcano…hell i only wanted to swim free with you here right beside me i’m calling, now i’m screaming loudly the black shadows return my calls the angels are singing off-key their harps are broken their eyes rolled back demons are chanting, “come to us” all i wanted was for you to love me now i’m broken…i’m in pieces drowning in a river of tears and blood i’m burning and loving crying and bleeding screaming…losing love losing life missing, wishing, killing us both