jagged thought and memories

sand beneath my feet sinking now drowning in the quicksand far from being sad been waiting for the best option for far too long now this seems to be fast too fast perhaps not as fast as you how did you handle it afterwards did you remember  did you cry did you feel the pain did the blackness come crashing in or did you float into the light did you hear the angels sing or did you hear the demons moan did you take the glass with you as a memorabilia or did you leave yourself behind do you still cry or do you smile do you hate or have you forgiven me i’m so sorry

dedicated to Robbie