have to

i am so sweet and innocent,

i would never lie.

i am so mature & responsible,

i do not fuss or cry.   i am a thousand sunrays,

on a cloudy day.

I’m a freshly opened blossom,

on the first day of spring.   i would never do anything

displeasing or wrong.

i will always be perfect for you,

i will never let you down.   but you hate me   i hate you for everything,

you’ve made my life a lie.

now i’m out to kill you,

no, i’m not afraid to try.   now i am a little devil,

just here to make you mad.

you cannot hurt my feelings,

you cannot make me sad.   now i’m a thunderstorm,

on your perfect days.

i’m a wilting black rose

that refuses to stay.   i am a black crow,

in your cornfield,

i am the maggots,

that eat your rotting corpse as a meal.   i don’t have to do anything anymore,

’cause you were not truthful.

you said you’d love me until you died…

but you’re still alive.