love illusions

you meant so much to me

and everything you‘d say

i loved the way i let you in

you gave me a reason to wake up every day   you made me feel like i was somebody

like someone gave a damn

you always made me happy

you made me love the way i am   i hate the way i love you

and how i’m always right

i always hated knowing

someday, you’d say goodbye   i’m so afraid to feel

because of the way i think of you

i hated losing everything

because all i had was you   i hated losing that perfectness

like i did once before

i loved like this one time

then he walked right out the door   i always told myself

that i’d never love again

but when i finally changed my mind

you changed the same way he did   i hate the way i fell in love

and how i’m always right

i hate how i believed you

how you broke my heart

and still make me cry